I'll never find someone like you

Right now, this song can't escape my head and i keep listening, keep listening to it on repeats.


Keith Martin - Never Find Someone Like You (Official Music Video) - The most popular videos are here

How do you feel so much passion and love for someone enough to say "i'll never find someone like you"? I don't know..but such a moment is so rare.

All I have is just my heart and my feelings i give to you
that's all i can do to keep you forever

Black singers are really good at such songs that sweeps you off your feet with the intensity of their songs. My favoured songs like 'End of the road', 'We're in this love together' and all are sung by blacks. I don't mean this term negatively, but it is really a compliment.

I wonder, in a fast paced cosmopolitan tropical asian country like Singapore, are we able to live life this passionately? Without a care in the world sometimes, a job is just a job if you don't like it you leave. *American parents advise their children to leave if the job doesn't suit them vs Asian parents ask u to bear it n tolerate* Why can't we live life? Why can't we really live it? Enjoy it, slow down its pace..i don't mean drunken revelry sort of 'living it up' but.. i don't know...

don't go to work, sit in the fields, face the mountains and have a picnic. play some music and learn an instrument and work ends at 5pm sharp. whatever doesn't get done is left to the next day. the way of life that everyone expects and live. if society thinks homogeneously about this, we get a life! but if thinking is diff and some works harder than the rest... the ones who live life gets branded as a slacker and inefficient and unmotivated worker.

a colleague of mine says that i need more motivation, need more efficiency, need to be more considerate of shared resources. i agree with the latter two because to obtain number 2 i have to sacrifice number 3 if it slows me down. but number 1? i cannot agree to it. i'm already trying my best and i am motivated, but i haven't reached to their standards of efficiency, what can i do abt it?

criticize the work but never the intention. yet i can't dislike her because if that is what she feels is the truth, i rather she says it than hide it. and if she genuinely feel it will affect my performance , if she says it it helps me. but if it is a case of overhigh stds, then i say i do not appreciate it unless it is timely.... i dont think my work is bad because i can be a perfectionist but i m just slower in producing it.

I dreamt this morning of having a dog, maybe he is not mine but he'll be my best doggy friend. i dreamt of saying "i love you, i love you so much!" to him and hugging him to bits. And he will wag his tail happily and love me back, grinning all the time with his furry golden coat. he's very much like a golden retriever, happy and jolly and very handsome by dog's standards.

Do you think the reason why we like pets is because they will never judge you? I am talking about dogs and cats and maybe the occassional horse *if you can afford it*. They are always loyal *dogs* and even if you are the baddest person on earth, they are always faithful. Even if you are fat, ugly, suck at work, have no friends or is penniless, they will still love you.

xoxo,
principessa

PS: I met N a few nights ago on the streets and immediately i thought of the song "Look Away".