2010

Learn to drive
Exercise at least twice a week
Use more sunscreen

Being serious about responsibility
especially when it is towards people
Managing my finances properly

Living life with a purpose
Living with no regrets. We only live once
Dare to dream and work towards it

Love and love more.
Be bold, be less afraid because..love will pass us by if we are too afraid to catch it.
(It's too late by Carole King)

Dedicate my time to knowing God, reading His Word and growing spiritually
Using the gifts He has given to me in the Children's ministry
Seriously consider helping in the Youth ministry

And there, this is my short list of resolutions.

xoxo, principessa

Last Day of 2009

And I feel..thankful and blessed. 2009 is a significant milestone in my life - 23 year old. Can we always stay 23? You're kind of grown comfortably as a young adult, feeling the responsibilities of life slowly increasing on you, making your own decisions, and becoming more serious about the future yet still being able to have fun and still able to shrug off irresponsible & irrational moments as part of youth folly.

The last day(s) of the year have been spent most wonderfully. Being with the people I love. Swimming in the sea for the first time and enjoying it with no fear. Blissful hammock moments.

Bintan 2009

I'm not so inspired to write something that closes or start a new year yet. I'm still so dazed!

2009:

• School ended and its hello to working life
• The old chapter comes to a complete closure.
• Irresponsible and irrational moments
  
• Friends (esp old friends) are so precious!
  
• And a new chapter begins. Thank You God.
  

Happy New Year in a while!

xoxo, principessa

the pieces of my heart..they are still missing you.

it is no secret that we all have a secret diary somewhere, be it written or kept in a floating box of memories within us...

Oui, j'ai ce livre. Et dans le livre it says "the pieces of my heart..they are still missing you".

i was sick last night, felt so terrible i couldn't decide whether throwing up is a better option or suffering in silence ... i couldn't decide if that was worst.. or the sinking feeling of...

when all you dream about when u close your eyes and even when u open them.. is...? it plagues me to no end, even when... like a dying orchid..

or is it a case of people never being fully satisfied with what they have?

i suspect it is not just the toxins in my stomach gnawing at me..

that's why they say, we have to live for the present and the future because the past... can never be rewind agan.

xoxo, principessa
(J.P, if u're going to diagnose me again as being troubled, u.won't.be.spared. ;) )

Sick :(

I don't know what happened but i felt so sick last night - is it food poisoning? :( But thinking back of what i've eaten the whole day, it is not that surprising because the food mix just doesn't go well with each other. Or i'll blame the Subway sandwich from White Sands, maybe that food attendent didn't wash his hands.. Urks.

- Roti Prata
- Green Tea Skinny Latte
- Starbucks choc chip cookie - i'm never ever going to eat this again. It's huge full of sugar and butter

- Prawn Mee
- Barley

- Subway Oven Roasted Chicken Breast Sandwich w Wheat Bread

Dum Dammm. The cookie has 400 calories! Even a Subway cookie is only half of that.

I'll attempt to count the calories I ate yesterday, I am sure it is frighteningly high.
- 424 sandwich
- 400 cookie
- 350-400 Prata
- 90 latte
- 250 noodles
- 2o barley

Total: 1584 --- I should aim for 1300 next time with a desk-bound job. Moreover, there is too much sugar, fat and sodium in what I ate.

Eewk, now i know why i feel so sick. :(

Irresistible

I know I know, i haven't been writing. Always tired after work and out during the weekends..but anyhows, here's a picture taken by the inner camera of my Viewty. Last Saturday was spent accompanying my bf to get his new phone. :)