Haunted

I just came back from my not-so-satisfying Cameron Highlands trip say, 2 hours ago and when i check my mail boxes, all the pre and during exam/school term stress comes back again. Horrifying, i hate emails now.

I suddenly get notifications like......

1) Having to send a resume to URA before 10 dec (now its 2348 on 9 Dec, u mean i have 12 minutes left?)

2) Have to decide on ISM or HT, and which modules to take and preallocate it by 10 dec, 12pm (erm, i am clueless as yet)

3) Have to decide on my ISM/HT supervisor and email him to book him, and when i am emailing i have to let him know my topic and proposal..by yes, again 10 dec.

I AM DEAD.

Not so long ago just 20 minutes prior to this post... i wrote this.


princi-pessa says:
for the ura interview, i need to send my resume to them by email by tml..means today?!

princi-pessa says:
and i dont have a proper resume

princi-pessa says:
and by tml 12pm, i need to have chosen the modules i want to study next sem.. and enter into the preallocation system

princi-pessa says:
and by tml, i need to decide whether i want to do a large or small research project and the topic and the supervisor

princi-pessa says:
and for the ura interview nxt week, it is the REAL DEAL not so e nice informal chat they make it to be [over the phone]... i even have to bring all my result slips. [They are checking out the talent pool and striking people off the potential lists! Sounds innocently friendly but it is completely brutal i can imagine!]

princi-pessa says:
sheesh

princi-pessa says:
i am dying from these stress

Dymlos says:
?!

princi-pessa says:
how to get a resume done by tonight, i dont even have a proper pic[ture or a format for these formal resume, only those i use for part time jobs]

princi-pessa says:
how to decide on my research proj so soon and decide if i want to do HT or ISM or which modules i want to take?

School is crap and i've ran out of energy and i don't get a chance to really recharge. Dear God, if you really plan for me to finish this race in school, please please please help me and strengthen my faith and grant me perserverance because seriously speaking, i cannot do this anymore. I am really living from day to day, hour to hour and cherishing every single non-school related or school-haunted bit of time, and going through every single excruciating day as a student painfully.... .... ....

As a season 2 Gossip Girl episode titles - THERE MAY BE BLOOD.

xoxo, principessa