A song, a serenade?

Have you ever had someone you like hold you, and sing this song to you?

"Hold me now, touch me now, i don't want to live without you..."

It is one of the sweetest feeling in the whole world.



This is a really old song, but i like it so much.

Okay, back to important academic matters.

xoxo, principessa

It's too late to apologize

I just watched "He's just not that into you" a few days ago, with a nice bucket of popcorns that nearly killed me with the massive sugar surge, however, once in a while, it is such an indulgence. Popcorns and a good movie, isn't it? Classic.

Well, lately i have been fine and sometimes not so fine. My friends have commented that i look very happy and it infects them too, in this gloomy HT/ISM/everything submission period. Yes i am, sometimes i am deliriously happy because of something someone said, something someone did. But when you only feel this happy in the middle of the week at that time when you meet, the feeling fades as the week approaches a close, and sometimes you may feel like me, not so fine. In doubt, unsure... so uncertain. That feeling sucks, really.

When someone leaves you hanging on and off, it is not a good feeling. And sometimes, we should just take the advice of people who are better versed in the arts of man-tricks. Like whatever right?

But i love the movie, yes and i presume i will love the book, so i'm going to find it and hope that my many such indulgences doesn't burn off too much, i've been quite indulgent lately, but it's a happy feeling! Been buying CDs, buying clothes and pretty things, having good meals, going to theatres and having the coolest experience! Like... coming close to rubbing shoulders with local celebrities. Being a metre away. How fun to see how they wear and behave in real life!

ANYWAY ANWAY why am i always so carried away when i write. But listen to this:

• "Men are never too busy to get what they want"
• "If he's not calling you, it's because you are not on his mind"
• "Don't lower the bar because you are lonely"

So to any person who leaves you hanging? He's just not that into you. Leave, disappear, Now.

For this reason, enjoy this song.



xoxo, principessa

PS: And i'm kinda happy to hear compliments recently like "you've grown slimmer", "you look fantastic now", "you look glowy"... ha ha ha ;D I was telling to Anna, maybe you know, for people who wants to look more beautiful, a breakup is what you need!! Effects within 2 weeks to a month.

But of course, don't kill yourself with ice cream seriously... it doesn't help. A date with Ben & Jerrys is great once in a while, but not everyday. Oh, but dates with eligible hot guys that were out of your league helps too.

Don't love me

No Me Ames - "Don't love me"

Another reason to learn Spanish, and another reason why, i love Rumba. The music is always lovely. Sometimes i wonder why some words sound so French but i suppose, both being la langue l'amour (the language of love), it is not so surprising that they share many similarities

There's got to be a morning after.

Lately, i'm not who i used to be
someone's come and taken me where i don't want to go

save me, i've fallen from my destiny
you and i were meant to be
(but) i've thrown it all away
now you're gone it's time for me to carry on
but baby i just can't go on without you by my side

if i got down on my knees and pleaded with you
if i cross a million oceans just to be with you

Won't you come back to me?
The nights are lonely and the days are so sad,
i keep thinking about you and the love that we had,
but nobody knows it but me

well i'm sorry that it sounds kind of sad
just that i'm worried, so worried
that you'll let me down
because i love you
love you, so don't let me down

and everytime i kiss i feel your lips
and everytime i cry i see your smile
and everytime i close my eyes i realise
that everytime i hold your hand in mine
the sweetest thing our hearts could ever find
i have never felt this way
since the day i gave your love away

But knowing me knowing you
there is nothing we can do
we just have to face it this time we're through
breaking up is never easy but i know we had to go
knowing me knowing you

It's the best i can do, so

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
there will be an answer
so Let it be

And thank you...for loving me

What economic downturn?

I say, when the going gets tough, sometimes retail therapy is the way forward! Temporary happiness maybe, but it does keep you happy in these little moments. ;) When you have pretty things to wear.. ha ha ha.

Okay so i've been a bit crazy lately. I just spent two hundred bucks on shopping. I probably won't do this till April because i'll be so busy with papers and presentations every single day...till then. I love these items to bits though!

So in the past two days alone... i got:

- 2 PJ boxer shorts (super cuteee)
- 1 PJ camisole
- 1 fluffy comfy navy bedroom slippers
- 1 satin eye mask

*not from VS but it's something like that*

- 1 peep-toe shoe-boots, 3 -3.5 inches! (to meet all the tall guys, hahaha i'm kidding. really!)


- 1 mini-cherry necklace
- 1 light denim jeans from F21
- 2 basic tops from F21 (basics rules, wardrobe staples!)

- 1 leather sling handbag from Far East - super duper cute! it's made of very good material too

- A movie to Hotel for Dogs + Lunch for two

So that's what i spent my S$200 on. what do you think?

I'm currently very happy at home with my cute home clothes!

xoxo, principessa

Parle-moi (Speak to me)

After every french class, our lecturer will end the lesson with a lovely french song. I like this alot. It's very beautiful.

Apres tout classe l'francaise, le professeur donne une chantson belle francasise. J'aime bien cette! C'est tres belle.



"Parle-moi" by Isabelle Boulay.

It's about a couple who have been together for very long, so long that they have stopped being polite to each other, taking each other for granted. It seems as if the love is gone, and she's asking him "Parle-moi" to speak to her, talk to her, tell her and look at her. If they should leave each other because she's suffering. Very sad song.

Parle-moi - speak to me
Regarde-moi - look at me
Dis-moi - tell me

xoxo, principessa

Future plans

dear diary,

don't be surprised if a year from now, i am living in another country and typing my entry from there. don't be surprised if i won't be here, because anything can happen. don't be surprised if i get married before i am 25 because if i meet the right person, and feel that it is what i want. don't be surprised either if i am still single by 30, because my requirements are so high i won't settle for someone less. don't be surprised if i attend an entirely different church either, because i have been planning to find somewhere that suits me more.

don't be surprised, don't be surprised.

and some time from now, i will start to learn driving. some times from now, i will be able to dance and play the piano, and speak a foreign language fluently, and start to carry chanel, or have new perspectives towards life. some time from now, i will have my own dog, and my own apartment, my own home. some time from now, i'll be able to ride a horse, and cook up a storm, and some time from now you may not see me around.

maybe i will move to korea, maybe i will move to japan, maybe i will move to hong kong or vietnam or thailand or abu dubai, or france or the states or england, or a pacific island you've never been. We never know, we never know.

our future takes us there, and people need to change too, don't assume you know me better than i do, and don't try to make me stay the same, and never judge me because i'll dislike you immensely. my life is my own, not yours! i will stick to what i believe in, and what is right, it is not for you to say.

no one can control me anymore, no one unless you are not born of this world. or unless ... my heart is with you.

xoxo, principessa