Future plans

dear diary,

don't be surprised if a year from now, i am living in another country and typing my entry from there. don't be surprised if i won't be here, because anything can happen. don't be surprised if i get married before i am 25 because if i meet the right person, and feel that it is what i want. don't be surprised either if i am still single by 30, because my requirements are so high i won't settle for someone less. don't be surprised if i attend an entirely different church either, because i have been planning to find somewhere that suits me more.

don't be surprised, don't be surprised.

and some time from now, i will start to learn driving. some times from now, i will be able to dance and play the piano, and speak a foreign language fluently, and start to carry chanel, or have new perspectives towards life. some time from now, i will have my own dog, and my own apartment, my own home. some time from now, i'll be able to ride a horse, and cook up a storm, and some time from now you may not see me around.

maybe i will move to korea, maybe i will move to japan, maybe i will move to hong kong or vietnam or thailand or abu dubai, or france or the states or england, or a pacific island you've never been. We never know, we never know.

our future takes us there, and people need to change too, don't assume you know me better than i do, and don't try to make me stay the same, and never judge me because i'll dislike you immensely. my life is my own, not yours! i will stick to what i believe in, and what is right, it is not for you to say.

no one can control me anymore, no one unless you are not born of this world. or unless ... my heart is with you.

xoxo, principessa