I need to change!

I'm truly sorry to Anna, my very dear friend from JADE ever since the secondary school days. Because this is the xth number of time that i've cancelled out on her last minute because of some self-related reasons.

Example: Last minute school work and deadline, meeting someone else (bf), inconvenience (cos the meeting place include a train+bus ride and i hate bus rides), too tired/lazy to go out, or like yesterday.....

HOOKED on my Japanese drama and i just want to do nothing except to finish it. And i did, in 2 days. 20 episodes in 2 days. I didn't even want to eat or sleep, and could think of nothing except the show. And very terribly, cancelled out on my weekend day's out with Anna and we're supposed to have tons of fun, both looking forward to it all week (i did, before the drama addiction started).. supposed to go to Vivo's River Island for this CLEO workshop on how to incorporate autumn trends into your wardrobe.

Screams, cleo events are what i always look forward to! And to catch up with a very dear friend, doing girly things, and especially when Anna is always so fun and open to new experiences.. like trying on funky clothes. Having girly tea sessions together.

I am so sorry Anna!! :( :( :(

And because i watched the show until 3am for the past 2 nights, and before that, slept at 2-3 am for the previous nights because of project rushing, i was so tired and i couldn't wake up, feel so weak to go to church today that i woke up at 10+, instead of the usual 8am for church. And i was supposed to teach sunday school to the kids, about creation of the world.

I can't believe i am such a terrible person who only cares about herself. I've been thinking, i'm indeed more self-centered than normal others. And it is a very horrible thing to realise about yourself.

So i am going to change!!

Please pray for me too. :(

PS: Some pictures from Nash's birthday, he is 8 years old, on September 19.

He looks really cute in the photos, and happy.
He never had a birthday celebration before, but we really wanted to do something special for him.

Some pictures from Celest's birthday high-tea @ Yumcha :)

It was 'lok kok' day, and everyone in geog class have to wear the most terribly casual, underdressed attire.