Monday, 21 February 2011

A surreal moment

It was a simple walk as per our normal weekend plan. Yet the feeling is surreal.

Blessed. No boundaries kind of sharing between two people. At a place with a tree full of white, flowers or birds we can't decide, because an inch not they moved! The only moment was the gentle swaying with the wind..

It is funny because just some time before I was restlessly checking Bakery Story then and now. Till the novelty rubs off in days.. I hope I won't be plugged into the 24/7 kind of world apple (and smart devices of the like) enchants you with..

Thursday, 17 February 2011

Test mobile

Testing post

Monday, 31 January 2011

Milo after a cold day

Work was a monday blue with a stressed Boss, much of her day in calls, solving problems, listening to concerns, remembering what needs to be done and making sure it is... It's fast paced alright. It is not easy being at the top unless the person possess a chillax personality and has plenty of experience & knowledge to deal with it. Judgement calls. Been there done that. 


Will I want to be there in 8 years? How about a year's time? To be proactive, outgoing, sociable, humorous and witty will go a long way. Successful people are a joy to be with, they drive people, gain trust, are calm and understanding, assertive and confident. I think that is what senior management is about, and they have to be patient, have a healthy lifestyle and be able to balance personal and work life. How ideal. 


I managed to get off work on time and met up with K. He's meeting his friends for dinner nearby and we were able to meet for a while. Any bit of time is good. We got a cup of hot milo and sat down, talked about our day, and for a good 30 minutes, it was the best part of the day. :) 


Cold and wet day it was today! It was so cold I was shivering when I got out of bed. Despite closing the windows to a small gap, the air was moist and chilly. I wish, I could, like some people who can afford to be in bed a bit longer, stay under the warm covers where monday type of blues lies far, far away. 

Thursday, 13 January 2011

we got our flat

:) bought.

Sunday, 9 January 2011

8 January

He asked. :) :) :)

After a special dinner, under the starlit sky, twinkling lights with heart shapes in the sky.

From there, we could hold our place between our fingers.

Monday, 3 January 2011

First workday of 2011

It's finally here, two thousand and eleven. 

The sour blue lemon went away, and was replaced by happiness bubbling from time to time. Happiness at so many things :)

Though I was sapped at work today, there's comfort in company of listeners (namely K who listens to talks to me everyday). Though saps make me inclined to search for a grand career again, there's blessings in stable income within reach. Though week days can be blue, there are weekends and week nights to be see my loved ones, go home for dinners, meet friends. And well, and maybe afford a shopping trip irregularly.

We went to walk around our house yesterday and explored our estate in-depth. It is an amazingly beautiful spot, I love it the way it is now. Serene and breezy, smells of fresh air blowing over the river, trees and open fields. That's the beauty of the suburban east. The field is huge and I know it won't remain this way, a nice big rectangle field perfect for an evening jog because airflow is unblocked. 

There's the sports hall and swimming pool, a gym and community centre, polyclinics, shopping mall & MRT within walking distance. Unblocked wind because of the low-lying sports hall and the river park just across our 'land'. There's even a broadwalk above the river and floating wetland with lights similar to Hort Park/Mt Faber. 

I love it! He loves it too. And what is most endearing is that we can talk so much about the future and he is not an inch scared by spending it with me. We are bubbling with excitement over something that will only materialize in a couple of years! Lol.

"Way back into love"

I've been living with a shadow over head, 
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long, 
Trapped in the past I just can't seem to move on


I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away, 
Just in case I ever need them again some day
I've been setting aside time, 
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind


All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Ohhhhhhhhhh


I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine, 
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere


I've been looking for someone to shed some light, 
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction 
and I'm open to your suggestions


All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
But if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end


Ohhhhhhhhhh
Ohhhhhhhhhh


There are moments when I don't know if it's real, 
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration, not just another negotiation



All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
But if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end